i'm starting to feel that i'm always tired.

but let's focus on the good stuff.

our two bathrooms are FINALLY clean. thanks to our workaholic hannah, leggy alana who can help scrub ceilings, and my mum for insisting that i bring up her magic swiffer mops thingies.

now for the living room, kitchen, hallway and steady upkeep of everything else.
sigh.

right right, talk about the good stuff.

+ 1: i've got the job at blue chip. Score!

+ 2: mel and sarah have been huge blessings in my life. mel basically chauffeured me around on thursday when i touched down in vancouver.. and put up with all my lamebrain comments which i totally blame on jet lag. (i'm nor sure what excuse i can give him for the other days when i still make such comments) sarah has been patient with me and comes by to visit me when i most want someone to.

+ 3: hannah, you know you are important to me and that i honestly couldn't ask for a better roommate. thank you for listening and keeping me sane.

+ 4: played pool with mel and glen tonight. good friday escape from the house. plus i really didn't want to stay in tonight. thanks guys.

+ 5: i'm alive

truth be told, i don't know what to make out of all of this. right now vancouver has a really surreal-like quality to me. i'm plunged back into life and i'm wondering if i'm coping, doing well or just floating along.

but honestly, what i need to do is cut the bullshit, suck it up and just do what i have to do.

i've got a life to live, and no one else can live it for me.