all the stupid things

it's one of those stupid days where you have no one to blame but yourself.

the afternoon (a rough guesstimate)

121pm: hurry around the house,
dump things into school bag,
pull on socks
and realize in disgust that they're still wet from walking back in the rain earlier.
proceed to run to room to grab new socks.

123pm: dig out timberland boots, shoes that are waterproof and won't get socks wet. realize that the heel of right foot feels strangely cold.
panic that these socks have somehow gotten wet too, like maybe i've stepped on some water in the bathroom, but as i look down to check, i realize i have a giant hole at the heel area of my sock.
nonchalantly dismiss it.

124pm: about to put on shoes and lace them up,
remember that umbrella is in kitchen drying.
leave shoes and retrieve umbrella
run back to hallway where andre and hannah are waiting
lace up boots,
head out door

132pm: arrive at bus stop.

139pm: whilst talking, suddenly realizes that self has walked out of the house without bag which contains notes, wallet, pens, cell phone, etc.
runs back to house.

148pm: near bus stop, sees bus coming
starts running
notes that bus slows down and thinks that bus will stop for her
bus doesn't stop but takes off

153pm: hopes on next bus

158pm: arrives at school.
starts running to class.

200pm: midterm has started.
usual entrance to building is blocked because ubc is being used for filming. again.
forced to take long detour and double back.

204pm: runs into class
takes exam

258pm: exam ends.
walks out of class disgruntled.

303pm: is outside of building
and realizes that umbrella has been left behind in class.
tired and honestly not wishing to climb stairs, stumble into the next class and retrieve umbrella.
walks home in rain.

i think what gets to me is i could have aced that exam. but because i was in such a rush, i didn't have time to think that critically over each question.

damn.

348pm: home,
consoles self with yoghurt.