with all that razzmatazz about living life to the fullest, making every moment count and living with meaning and purpose

you have to wonder if the life you're living now is a fake kind of 'full'. i can make myself feel satiated and satisfied with life by packing my days with all sorts of activities, and get away with the feeling of productiveness.

but i can't allow anyone to interrupt my time.

"i don't have time to be interrupted!!!"

then again,
whose time is it anyway?

there's something wrong with the way we live if we can only pass through lives according to our own schedules and can't stop for the other person.

if living to the fullest is about living a life with meaning
then where is the meaning if i move through the days in a solipsis, not only unable to connect but actively yet subtly pushing other people out of my world by believing in the myth that i have no time for anyone else
but my schedule


please don't let this be a moment of head knowledge only