for the past few days i've been listening to this song when i wake up in the morning.
that and watching anime to distract myself.
anyway, these days i'm finding that the honesty of the words in this song reflect the words that i want to say but just don't have

You love me despite myself
sometimes i, i fight myself
i just cant believe that you would have anything to do with someone so
insecure, someone so immature
ohh you inspire me to be the higher me,
you make my desire pure
you make my desire pure

just tell me what to say
i cant find the words to say
please dont be mad with me
i have no identity
all that i've known is gone, all i was building on
i wanna walk with you, how do i talk to you
touch my mouth with your hands
touch my mouth with your hands
oh i want to understand
the meaning of your embrace
i know now i have to face
the temptations of my past
plaese dont let me disgrace
will my devotion last
now that i know the truth
now that its no excuse
keeping me from your love
what was i thinking of, holding me from ya love, what was i thinking of

you are my peace of mind
that old me is left behind
you are my peace of mind
that old me is left behind
Lauryn Hill- I gotta find peace of mind