it's been one week since you looked at me.

i'm fighting my battle again this morning. trying to let the head win over the heart. i know what i need to do but dammit i'm weak.

[10:19:45 AM] phen says: hello
[10:19:50 AM] phen says: no its not bad
[10:20:07 AM] phen says: do u think its the right thing to do tho?
[10:20:11 AM] shu says: no
[10:20:15 AM] shu says: damn damn damn

that said, i am appreciative of all the people who hold me up during this time
glen, hannah, my mommy, sue, phen, stef and kevin


just be brave.

edit: 238pm

ok there are more battles to fight than one. today a bee flew into my room. i spent a nice 15 minutes trying to chase it out of my room while cowering from it at the same time because i have this horrible fear of being stung. my roommate came into help me and together we cursed, screamed and swore at it each time it buzzed towards us.

nature is nice until it gets in your way.

i hate bees.