some day we'll know why samson loved delilah


i have been very much the emo dweebo the past few weeks.
but talking to you last night reminds me how hard this is for you as well. it's ironic because i can see how you would like to lessen this pain for me. watching you wrestle with your guilt and your own hurt makes me go soft and want to save you from your own pain.

we are so so foolish.

if it was possible to put all this clutter away and start anew, breathe fresh air and not drown in ourselves...

but i don't know the way myself.

be patient. i love you but i'm learning what i have to do.