look at those vineyards, they don't produce any fruit.
they're only for show

it's a victory to be won everyday.
and even when the big masterplan has not unfolded itself.
you act it out by just meeting up with Him daily.

i had lunch with kath blacklock today. conversation with her flowed easily and she said so many things that challenged me and just showed me how much more of a long way i have to go in this walk.

i fear becoming a "look-good" christian only. i know the jargon to dish out, the walks and talks to play.
but i want to bear fruit.

and at night, in the confines of my room, reading letters over a digital world, i am humbled

"even on the cross, to the point of death and beyond death, jesus loves."

every day, i ask You to just strip me down and bring me to that vineyard