sometimes my fears creep up on me. they come from the well of insecurity that i keep deep inside. and while i try to get the better of it, its there. the solution can't come from ignoring or running away. some day i'll just have to face up to it, loosen up my want of control and recognize that no matter what, i'll be ok. and that i am - even i don't fully understand it yet or see it in me - good enough.